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    August 28

    胡思乱想之关于生命

          生命,一个难以驾御的主题,一个另人敬畏的词语。而今,我一个成年人界线内一毫米的人,只能感受到他的美丽,活力,单纯和神秘。我们尽情的享受生命的年轻,我们笑,我们哭,我们鼓励,我们抱怨,我们轻狂,我们信服,我们热血沸腾,我们无病呻吟......我们正在用种种的态度热烈的回应生命给予的点点。这种火焰般跳动的情绪,正是年轻的标志。若生命是一棵燃烧的蜡烛,我则才刚刚被点燃,正奢侈的消耗自己,但这并不是错误,谁让我们年轻呢?这是我们独有的权利。并且,节约年轻就是一种浪费,我们要做的是让他产生最大的热,给自己,给家人,给朋友,给恋人,给身边所有息息相关的事物,我们以自己为中心,似乎要与太阳抗争。

      然而,当我无意中一瞥身边时发现,有些蜡烛已经熄灭,有些还依稀支撑微弱的亮光,而有些则在暴风中挽救稚嫩的火焰。我开始难过,流泪,怜惜,珍爱,害怕甚至恐慌。我才发现自己的渺小,发觉死亡离我们很远却又很近。于是,我尝试体会逝去的滋味,正在困惑时,上帝在一边冷冷说到:“想知道梨子的滋味,就亲自尝尝。”我怕的不敢再想,继续自己的生命历程。但是自次,我收敛了自己,学会了把自己送给需要温暖的人燃烧取暖,而不是只给予热量和光芒。我想这就是奉献,这就是长大。这种奉送并没有削弱生命,反而,使之更加的坚强和理智,随之境界也高了一层。

      生命太过抽象,没有形象。或大或小,或长或短,或美丽或丑陋,或变化或停留,是人一辈子的迷题。我只知道,生命是过程,有开头和结尾。并且这中奇妙的过程代代传承,让生灵一直迎接着开始和结束。

      我也曾试想过自己的结束。我想那也将是个与现在同样美好的时刻。我坐在旧旧的摇椅上慢慢睡去,手里依然抱着最爱的书,广播声还是我每时每刻的伴侣,茶水还冒着响气。不同的是我睡的好久,懒的起床,一抹残阳把我的脸映的慈祥,带着微笑永远的沉浸在老小孩的梦里。

         

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    wrote:
    不知道该怎么说
    无论是生命还是人生
    我都无从下手
    Aug. 29
    寒秋时雨wrote:
    是啊
    珍爱 一切的生命
    Aug. 29
    恩,有时候生命确实很脆弱,不知自己哪天就会死于非命,所以说在活着的时候要爱惜自己的生命.
    Aug. 29
    ゞ沉淀℡wrote:
    够沉重的,说得挺庄严,挺感怀
    不同于你,我不太敢谈生命,只是掠过,只是经历
    Aug. 28

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